alright so idk what venting exactly means but i think this is it
so hi, im zyad, im an idiot who tried to become a famous youtuber, then failed, then i tried to become a game dev, and i also failed, and then i tried to become a famous music producer and i also failed, and the n im still trying to become a game dev right now, but before i took summer break i told myself "im gonna make it in the game dev scene, and now half of the summer break is over and i still havent even put together a full demo of a game, but i found a game engine and i think im ready to get started making a game, im gonna use construct 3, its pretty affordable, and it uses visual scripting which is a life saver.
just thinking about what i just said, like i used to keep telling myself "im gonna become a famous gamedev like dani and tantan and all the other famous game devs", and now i barely even put togoether a prototype of something.
i've always had so many creative ideas but i never knew how to bring them to life. i always try to kind of distract myself with art or music, but most of the time that doesnt work. i've even tried to become a famous reaction yt channel, but guess what? I. FAILED.
hopefully, i will uh "succeed".
yeah thats enough deppressed sad boy hours talk.
goodbye.